Far From First

far_from_first @ 2004-03-02T11:50:00

2004-03-02T16:46:48Z

lets see if anyone noticed this?

far_from_first @ 2003-10-11T19:48:00

2003-10-11T23:49:26Z

New Name Same Tj

XRoughxDraftX

Its been fun

far_from_first @ 2003-10-10T11:04:00

2003-10-10T15:02:01Z

Ok so Autumn dropped a bomb on me today...makes me thin about what type of people we both are

An assortment of feelings toward U

2003-10-08T22:54:48Z

When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you.
You need him. I could be him...I could be an accident but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him.
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.

You might be just what I need.

I'd rather bleed then be without you.

<3

far_from_first @ 2003-10-07T17:53:00

2003-10-07T21:53:32Z

He Loves You...Who Loves You More

Dude...where's my brain

2003-10-06T23:42:49Z

Let me just say being sick sux...

So yeah I finished the book Tim let me borrow it was quite good except for the ending
Tim and I hopefully will hang out with Victoria this week...that should be fun...Tim says she's into me

I have a set in stone date to homecoming I guess...I will be going with Ashley from work...the only problem she is taller than me...I guess I need high schools.

Anyone wanna go walking...I will get us wherever you want...Hines drive sounds quite fun.

I think I'm going to fail my senior year this sux...I just need to get my fucking ass motivated...I guess I have to learn to juggle my time...cause I know I lead a busy life...coughbullshitcough.

I get my car back in 2 days...woop woop...I'm leaving this fucking vacinity...

So...well later...I think I'm gonna go try to buy merch ofline so I can have some neat lookin shit...later

far_from_first @ 2003-10-04T20:53:00

2003-10-05T00:54:17Z

So I just offically applied for schoolcraft college...wish me luck

far_from_first @ 2003-10-04T19:46:00

2003-10-04T23:50:25Z

Well today I worked...it was very very tiring...I was chuckie all day...I just wanted to die.

Yesterday after chilling at Tim's house for a while Jaron, Tim, and I went and saw finding Nemo...cute but boring. After that we went to the Coffee house...I met this Victoria girl there...and there was this really really hot chick that kept teasing Tim and I...Gordon was there too...haven't seen that guy in a while.

So yeah its my favorite season right now and I dont' have anyone special to spend it will...I want to go for a walk and have a jacket and sweater on...sigh I love this season...plus I want to go to som haunted houses, or corn mazes...ppl save money and we will go...and I'm going to Elowise this month...fun shit....ppl from votech are neat...

well I'm going to go Home and sleep...later

P.S. Correction AUTUMNS BASS...please don't take it away...I <3 you soooo much

far_from_first @ 2003-10-03T18:48:00

2003-10-03T22:49:15Z

It's cute Tim is fast asleep on his couch...awww

but yeah...life is sorta ok I would really like a special person to come into my life so I can cuddle or be with her...sigh

far_from_first @ 2003-10-03T16:03:00

2003-10-03T20:04:22Z

So I'm at Tim's which I will be alot probably...or in my room practicing my bass....

So I need a date to Homecoming. Anyone wanna go?

But yeah...Nothing really....bye

far_from_first @ 2003-10-01T18:56:00

2003-10-01T22:58:55Z

So hi...yesterday was my birthday...I had fun. Sorta...I made Sara mad at the end of the night thou...sigh. But yeah today I decided that I would seriously crack down on my bass playing...So maybe I could be in a band...Har Har. But anyways...theres this one girl that I'm gonna start talking to more...her name is Jamie...wish me luck. And Autumn I'm sorry your mad at me. But anyways...I have no car for the next couple of days so if someone would like to go walking with me I'm all for it...yay...bye

This only happens once a year

2003-09-30T18:19:52Z

All I want for my birtday is you with a pretty bow on.

far_from_first @ 2003-09-26T09:21:00

2003-09-26T13:16:04Z

Cheer up little Maggie

Attention Attention

2003-09-24T15:18:34Z

This Journal will now be going to Friends only mode so...well if you wanna actually read my shitty excuse for a life...your gonna have to add me or well I'll add you...

BOO

2003-09-22T23:05:10Z

Today went ok I guess...I saw my "girlfriend" she was suppose to c me after school but well she kinda called her mom a bitch so...uh oh.

AUTUMN NEEDS TO FUCKING CALM DOWN...its ok that your mom is not there anymore you dont' have to all jump up and down and scream and shit. God. You freakin hulk.

So yeah Maggie hugged me today and it was a weird one...I dont' need to explain. But I liked it. Garwsh

Sara and I should hang out someday...we never do anymore...What the fuck.

Today on the bus to votech I was listening to ppl's conversations and I realized wow...I've been in some mature for my age realtionships...I know its hard to believe but they actually are more mature than most of the ppl that ride my bus.

Autumn brought up a good point today about how people brag about getting drunk and high during say the weekend and on the bus Grizel was all like yeah I was wasted...and I realized how stupid it is...I mean I like doing the one thing but hey...I guess its fun at the time but what will it actually do to me in the future...

But yeah...anyone free for some activities today tommorow or the day after that...hit me up on my cell or my house. Peace

"I sat outside my front window...this story's going somewhere:
"He's well hung," and I am hanging up.
Well there's a song on the radio that says:
"Let's get this party started."
So let's get this party started.

What you do on your own time's just fine.
My imagination's much worse, I just never want to know.
And what meant the world had folded like legs and fingers holding onto what escapes me; what he has: a better kiss that never lasts.

You said, between your smiles and regrets: "Don't say it's over."
Dead and gone.

The calm before the storm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight.
A reception less than warm set it off. The sun burnt out tonight.

This is me standing in the arch of the door hating that look that's on your face that says there's another fool like me. There's one born every minute.

What you do on your own time's just fine. My imagination's much worse, I just never want to know.
What meant the world imploded, inflated then demoted all my oxygen to product gas and suffocated my last chance."

Life is like a box of chocolate

2003-09-22T00:14:10Z

So yeah woo...I'm hanging out with Aaron for the first time in a while...It was fun...Woo Hoo for fuckin Whipits.

So yeah tommorrow I'm going to probably hang out with Ashley from work...that shall be fun...I would rather hang out with my little freshman.

Friday was quite fun...Emily has a neat little shindig...It was fun we should hang out more...

And Maggie that Big Fuck you was just to see if you actually read my journal...Because well we all know that you hate me at shit like that.
Also Sara I can't wait until we hang out again...we never do anymore...You start friday...hehehe I work with you saturday...hehe...Autumn needs to cheer up she always seems to be upset lately...I love you

So there are some concerts coming up that I would like to go to...anyone wanna go
1.Norma Jean
2. A static Lullaby
3. Thursday and Thrice
4. Alexisonfire
5.Fallout Boy

Anyways peace out I have to watch Unforgivin

far_from_first @ 2003-09-19T09:48:00

2003-09-19T13:43:44Z

FUCK YOU MAGGIE

I'd beg for just one more tommorow

2003-09-18T16:23:48Z

So right now I'm at the Dearborn Library.

Maggie I'm fucking sorry I piss you off so much...jeez.

So yeah Autumn will be dissapointed for the next couple of days because no one is going to be able to take her to go see Hillary Duff...sorry

Sara I can't wait to work with you..hehe

I guess today if i see her I will ask my little freshman out. I will tell you how it goes...Hopefully it will go well.

Anyway...its funny this old guy across from me that say 187 on it and has a gun...wtf.

Later

Thanx Tim

2003-09-18T00:55:13Z

hope you put a gun to your head
or wrap a rope tight around your neck.
I hope you fall hard when she breaks you.
The pieces lay everywhere
Where are your friends now?
I have a half of mind to bet they're all behind you,
lying on the ground with bleeding gashes in their heads.
People aren't meant to be stairs.
I was the broken step that made you fall off your pedistal.
Now you can cry me a river and carve out the next Grand Canynon.

woo for fucking maggie

"your not dying Kitty I love you"

2003-09-17T22:55:56Z

So well...all is well that ends well.

You know what there are some ppl in my life that I love...well only one or two.

Autumn: You FUCKING HULK. I love you. I'm glad I met you and well I hope were tight like a tiger for a while. Anyways...even though your having your love troubles I hope you're happy.

Sara: Woop Woop for Chuck E Cheese. I luv ya

Tim: Its a good thing your finally nice to me again...Makes me giggle

Maggie: Oh Maggie...Wtf...you need to find what you want and be happy. Tim makes you happy go for him. And maybe seeing as were friends...well maybe we can be fwb

Aaron: We should hang out one day. You seem to never talk to me anymore...I love you *in a nonhomosexual way.

Constance: If you read this...Hi

Anyone I miss...Tell Me I'll add you

So yeah Maybe open house. Samantha my soon to be girlfriend is gonna be there...Yay For me

far_from_first @ 2003-09-14T13:31:00

2003-09-14T17:33:51Z

This is an early statment but...You Fucking Lied

I want to be famous

2003-09-14T16:11:54Z

Someday I'm gonna be famous,
Do I have talent? well, no.
These days you don't really need it,
Thanks to reality shows

Can't wait to date a supermodel,
Can't wait to sue my dad.
Can't wait to wreck a Ferrari
On my way to rehab

Cause when you're a Celebrity
It's adios reality
You can act just like a fool
People think you're cool
Just cause your on TV.
I can throw major fits
When my latte isn't just how I like it
They say I've gone insane,
I'll blame it on the fame,
And the pressures that it goes with
Being a Celebrity

I get to cry to Barbara Walters,
When things don't go my way.
I'll get community service
No matter which law I break

I'll make the supermarket tabloids,
They'll write some awful stuff
But the more they run my name down,
The more my price goes up

Cause when you're a Celebrity,
It's adios reality
No matter what you do,
People think you're cool,
Just cause you're on TV.
I can fall in and out of love,
Have marriages that barely last a month.
When they go down the drain
I'll blame it on fame
And say it's just so tough.
Being a Celebrity

So let's hitch up the wagons and head out west
To the land of fun in the sun
We'll be real world bachelors
Jackass - Millionaires
Hey, Hey, Hollywood
Here we come!

Yeah, When you're a Celebrity
It's adios reality
No matter what you do,
People think you're cool,
Just cause you're on t.v.
Being a Celebrity
Yeah Celebrity!
uh-huh

I can be your hero baby

2003-09-14T04:16:04Z

Its going to be a long life

far_from_first @ 2003-09-13T21:19:00

2003-09-14T01:20:56Z

I am choking back my longing for shed tears
So strangulated by my lonesome fears plead don't worry too much,
it only hurts when I breathe

Life's little problems

2003-09-13T22:21:09Z

Man o Man.

Quite a weekend I'm going to have. I have to spend the nite at my G's the whole time just cause my mom doesnt' trust me to stay home alone...well i couldn't trust me either.

So yesterday I got a knock on my door, it was the girl who lives down the street and *drum roll please* my little freshman...Yay. And so we went to the park...Freshman aren't the sharpest tools in the shed. Well I got a note from her...Go Me

I worked today...And tommorow...saw autumn and that one girl who is mean to me there...they liked the way i danced.

Homecoming is in about a month and I dont' have a date...time is running out.

Maggie+Tim=awwwwwwwww

Anyways...I need some serious friends...ppl that actually care...But hey...what can you do.

Oh Yeah and well I have a cold...wtf